I am an underserving soul.
Undeserved to have met you and never getting to know you!
I feel guilty for crying that you're gone. I feel selfish for crying because I missed my chance to get to know you!
I know how much you meant to my husband and how much he meant to you! Now that you're gone i know he will never be completely whole again!
My heart is broken because so so many that I love have that same piece of their heart missing because of the love they had for you!
I cannot help them heal I cannot fill that space and that is the hardest thing of all for me!
I am trying my hardest to be their strength and be there for anything they want or need I however feel like I am failing.
I have taken no hurt away from them or made anything better!
I feel undeserved to have them in my life!
I see them all wanting to get tattooed so they have a little piece of you with them always, I feel I should do the same yet when I think that I don't feel deserving of one!
I say I wish I wish I wish over and over again yet I know it is pointless I wish we had gone camping this year first I wish we could have become good friends I wish we had memories to share. I can wish all day and all night and I know nothing will change!
I feel undeserving of so much!
